Goodbye was always the hardest word to say to you, I wish I didn’t have to go
Honestly, you had to know how much it was killing me
I had no choice, I just had to leave
Pictures from The Ember Society. David, Cora and I.
Pictures from Hogwarts. McGonnagal was so ma because I wouldn’t take a serious picture for my ID card.
Aram and I, at a Young Face of Magic convention at the American Ministry. Our first meeting.
Journal Entry - September 1
Tomorrow I leave for Weirdsister College. I couldn’t take it any more, all of the sadness and despair, every mention of the war bringing back memories I just want to forget. Aram says that it’ll take time for things to be normal again, but it’s been a year. I still wake up with nightmares.
These are some of the only pictures I have of me smiling. Ruby took them at the Ember Society going away party. I’m going to miss them, all of them, so much. They are my family now. But I have to do this. I have to find a way to forget.
Mia will be at WC. So will some of my old classmates. Harry will be there. He would understand what I’m going through. Maybe he can help me. Maybe they can all help me. It’s worth a shot.
What if I told you that’s its just a front to hide the insecurities I have?
What if I told you that I’m not as strong as I like to make believe I am?
There’s so much I want to say, but I’m so scared to give away every little secret that I hide behind
Would you see me differently? And would that be such a bad thing?
I wonder what it would be like if I told you..